He's Gone and I'm Mad At God!
In recent months, so many loved ones have passed away. Not only my friends and family but the loved ones of those I know. It's heart breaking to hear of another friend that's lost someone near and dear to their hearts. Until you've lost someone close (especially a parent), you can never understand the grief that one feels during that season of life. Unfortunately I've lost a parent and it's a "club" I never wanted to join. I was always a daddy's girl. My dad was my hero. When he became ill, it rocked my world. I had to move from believing God was a healer to knowing without a shadow of a doubt that He was my father's healer. God showed His awesome power, time and time again during dad's health challenges. That's why when he passed away, it was devastating. I was mad at God. We prayed, we believed, we fasted and he passed away. Even though God worked miracles in dad's body in the past, right now, he was gone and my